Cramps

Hi world

I haven’t been feeling well these last two days. I have just worked half days and spent the rest of the evening on the couch with bad cramps. With that always comes the depression and desire to cry and eat chocolate. This time was terrible and I refuse to accept that it is natural and that I am just supposed to get on with it. Child birth is natural to but shit why does it have to hurt that much. It really sucks being a girl sometimes! I hardly ever wish to be a boy but these last two days I would love to trade places.

Tomorrow I am leaving for Brazil with Jason. I long for the beach and the sun!!!!!!! I am really looking forward to seeing Leticia now that she is a bit bigger.

I want to apologize to everybody that I have spoken to these couple of days as I have been completely detached. I just want to disappear and come back when I am better. It even hurts to laugh. I am sorry!



“Oi Marcia

Esses ultimos dias foraum horrivles, me senti mal I so trabalhe metade dos dias. Estpero que pase rapido e quero vim ao sol e praia, e ver a Leticia agora que ela esta majorsinha.”