My Day and Dream

I tried sats dance today, hmmm, the verdict. I don’t know. It was strange, an extreme variety in music and a leader without rhythm. Well I got all sweaty anyway. That is the point isn’t it? Maybe even burned off a bit of the Pizza from the other day = )

I spoke to Tamar (mamacita), she is so happy; I can really tell that motherhood is her thing. We have decided that when she comes over to Sweden we are gonna go out without the baby or the husband for old times sake. That’ll be fun!

It seems that my ideas about adoption have started a lot of conversation around me. Just the other day I had I message on my cell from I girl I hardly know to call her because she had heard that I was planning on adopting. ???????? strange!

Just to clarify some things I do intend to adopt a child, given that my life doesn’t change drastically in the next year. However an adoption takes a lot of time especially for a single woman. So I will not have a baby any time soon.
I don’t want to get pregnant and have a baby. I see pregnancy as love. Love between a man and a woman having a child together and wanting it. Without that love I don’t see the point in carrying a child when there are so many children in the world that need a home, family and love.

If I am lucky I might just have it all, my adopted baby, a man I love and his child!